When I started this blog in July, I figured I would go a week or two without posting since my little girl was almost ready to come. I didn't think it was going to be months before I would return. Since this blog is new, I don't think anyone missed me...
Life really has changed since my last post. My baby girl Mika was born on August 5 as planned by c-section. Everything went well and she was perfectly healthy at 6lbs 11oz. My two year old son fell in love with her as did the rest of us the instant we laid eyes on her. What a blessing having a baby truly is. Coming home was hard. I was beyond ready to leave the hospital but scared at the same time of having two little people that needed me so much. It took me a couple of weeks to adjust to the fact that I no longer had the time I once had for my son. It broke my heart in the beginning. I was flooded with feelings of guilt. After I'd finish a night feeding, I often found myself in tears thinking of him and how I was going to be too tired to spend quality time with him in the morning. I missed him and just wanted to be able to lay with him and snuggle while we watched Mickey Mouse. As my precious Mika adjusted to life outside of the womb, those feelings passed and we all adjusted to having Mika with us.
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